Flying Lotus- And the world laughs with you
Get into your mind, pull everything that bothers you out, place on paper, give it to the person that’s responsible or just say what’s on your mind. Be Honest!!!
Don’t ever do this. Please. Boys either turn against each other or against you. I tell you again, choose him or his friend, never both. I mean, if you happen to date his friend way later in life, then it’s not such a problem. Imagine dating a guy your best friend used to date. Every time you look at him you might think of your best friend kissing him or even doing the nasty with him. I couldn’t take it. So to avoid getting into trouble and lying to your guy about your affairs with his friends, just choose him only. Save yourself the time and drama no matter how cute him and his friend is. Don’t be greedy!
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It’s time to come out of your cocoon and blossom into someone new and improved. It’s never too late to start over. You just have to believe you can and then, START!
This is awesome!!!!!
Professor: You are a Christian, aren’t you, son?
Student: Yes, sir.
Professor: So, you believe in God?
Student: Absolutely, sir.
Professor: Is God good?
Student: Sure.
Professor: My brother died of cancer, even though he prayed to God to heal him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But God didn’t. How is God good, then? Hmm?
(Student was silent)
Professor: You can’t answer, can you? Let’s start again, young fella. Is God good?
Student: Yes.
Professor: Is Satan good?
Student: No.
Professor: Where does Satan come from?
Student: From.. God.
Professor: That’s right. Tell me son, is there evil in this world?
Student: Yes.
Professor: Evil is everywhere, isn’t it? And God did make everything. Correct?
Student: Yes.
Professor: So who created evil?
(Student didn’t answer)
Professor: Is there sickness? Immortality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things exist in the world, don’t they?
Student: Yes, sir.
Professor: So, who created them?
(Student had no answer)
Professor: Science says you have 5 senses you use to identify and observe the world around you. Tell me, son.. have you ever seen God?
Student: No, sir.
Professor: Tell us if you have ever heard your God.
Student: No, sir.
Professor: Have you ever felt your God, tasted your God, smelt your God? Have you ever had any sensory perception of God, for that matter?
Student: No, sir. I’m afraid I haven’t.
Professor: Yet you still believe in Him?
Student: Yes.
Professor: According to empirical, testable, demonstrable protocol, Science says your God doesn’t exist. What do you say to that, son?
Student: Nothing. I only have my Faith.
Professor: Yes, Faith. And that is the problem Science has.
Student: Professor, is there such a thing as Heat?
Professor: Yes.
Student: And is there such a thing as Cold?
Professor: Yes.
Student: No, sir, there isn’t.
(The Lecture Theatre became very quiet with this turn of events)
Student: Sir, you can have lots of heat, even more heat, superheat, mega heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat. But we don’t have anything called cold. We can hit 458 Degrees below Zero which is no heat, but we can’t go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold. Cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of Heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of it.
(There was a pon-drop silence in the Lecture Theatre)
Student: What about darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as darkness?
Professor: Yes. What is night if there isn’t darkness?
Student: You’re wrong again, sir. Darkness is the absence of something. You can have Low Light, Normal Light, Bright Light, Flashing Light… But if you have No Light constantly, you have nothing and it’s called Darkness, isn’t it? In reality, darkness isn’t. If it is, You would be able to make darkness darker, wouldn’t you?
Professor: So what is the point you are making, young man?
Student: Sir, my point is, your Philosophical Premise is flawed.
Professor: Flawed? Can you explain how?
Student: Sir, you are working on the Premise of Duality. You argue there is Life and then there is Death, a good God and a bad God. You are viewing the concept of God as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, Science can’t even explain a thought. It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing. Death is not the opposite of life, just the absence of it. Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your students that they evolved from a monkey?
Professor: If you are referring to the Natural Evolutionary Process, yes of course, I do.
Student: Have you ever observed Evolution with your own eyes, sir?
(The professor shook his head with a smile, beginning to realize where the argument was going)
Student: Since no one has ever observed the Process of Evolution at work and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor, are you not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you not a Scientist but a Preacher?
(The class was in uproar)
Student: Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the Professor’s brain?
(The class broke out into laughter)
Student: Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor’s brain, felt it, touched or smelt it? .. No one appears to have done so. So, according to the established Rules of Empirical, Stable and Demonstrable Protocol, Science says that you have no brain, sir. With all due respect, sir, how do we then trust your lectures?
(The room was silent. The Professor stared at the student, his face unfathomable)
Professor: I guess you’ll have to take them on Faith, son.
Student: That is it, sir.. exactly! The link between man and God is Faith. That is all that keeps things alive and moving!
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That student was Albert Einstein.
Emotions are the only reminder that we are alive. Feel them without letting them control you. You must have emotional balance.
Chris asked my mom if I was single. I was shocked at his question. I knew him from seeing him hang out with one of my cousin’s friends. When you see people looking at you from afar, you never really know what they are thinking. He said he always liked me. Guys always give me the same shitty excuse saying, “you intimidated me back then, I was afraid.” BULLSHIT!!!! I told him that I didn’t need to get to know any other guys because I was already very much in love with Akeem. That of course was a lie. Akeem and i were dissolving. I was ready to give up on him. Chris told me that he lived 7 hours away, and that he was coming to see his dad for the weekend. He wanted to know if he could come take me out to eat or something. I was very hesitant because he seemed a little too eager for my liking. That weekend arrived and before I could wake up to brush my teeth or comb my hair, he was at my front door. FUCK NO!!!, I thought to myself. He can’t be serious. I almost didn’t want to answer the door. He hadn’t even gone to see his dad yet. The only thing that assured me that he wouldn’t hurt me was the fact that he knew my cousin, mom and dad really well. If he tried anything, he would be a dead man. We got to know each other personally and he turned out to be a pretty sweet guy. A little too luvy duvy for me though. It turned out that he was going through a lot with family, and his direction in life. Between Akeem and him, I started to see that guys are much more sensitive than society portrays them to be. They need just as much love and attention than women. They want feel like they are the best guy you’ve ever had. They want to be number one. One weekend Chris announced to me that he was moving to his dad’s house for good. He quit his job and was at my front door the next weekend. Once again, i was alarmed. I had this deep feeling that he packed up and moved because of me. He didn’t admit that until later. And so my phone rang and Akeems name showed up. To be continued………………
What I learned- When another guy comes on strong, make sure what you have with another person is finished. Between Akeem and Chris, I couldn’t handle the issues and neediness. I was giving too much of my time to the both of them. School was the reason I was there, not to be a therapist.
